For various reasons, right now I don't have a physical community of friends who are believers. I wish I had, but right now, I don't, and I don't see how I can find it. In the future, it's possible, right now, it's difficult. yet, I somehow feel content when I talk about God online, and share my faith with my family.

And go to the Orthodox temple once a week. I like it.

The thing is, we shouldn't feel guilty about the way we profess our faith. Guilt is the best killer of faith.